another week had pasted…
i think this week is free the most..not much assignment,not much homework, most important is not much class.. basically i’ve 5 days class.but i think dis week only got 3 days. other 2days, all cancel. in this 3 days, not much class oso,the much 1 is 4 hours, others only or 2 hours… can u imagine how my life will b??? now starting to play computer game again, and i think im starting addicted to it oso!!!:( sigh…….
yesterday, i attend to the black belt class. finally i get an answer for a question, which in my mind for year ago. since las year, i was always wondering, will i use the self-defense technic when i need? i mean the those technics dat can cos dead to the bad guy, or even broke their legs or hands, or paralyze…My coach teach us a few easy but useful technics yesterday. then he explain to us again bout the technics n situation. at the end of class, i asked him is dat v should use those cruel technics when v r facing enemy? then, he say dat is depend. 1st of all, v r human being, althought v learnt those technics, but possible, put it as the last in ur list. properly, use those technic who can make ur opponent weak is enough, then run for ur life, not FIGHT FOR UR LIFE!!! i totally agree with dat! las time, in my mind, i’l feel guilty if i use those cruel technics to defeat my enemy and cos them die or even paralyze for their whole life.:) really thanks to my coach for giving me the answer, else i dunno til when i need 2 search for the answer.
next week will have a taekwondo championship. b4 dat, i’ve promised 2 my fren dat in-charge on refree board to help him as a refree on dat day. but bcos of sum internal problem, suddenly i reject my fren. dis is bcos i cant accept the planning of the president of the championship. i refuse to bcome part of the helper. but then, it border me for a week. in the whole week, i really think bout it. should i make this decision? my decision cos my fren very hard to do. he had submited my name, but then now i refuse it. i asked sum of my frens. after listen to my reason, they say i should do dat. but at the same time, i should think bout my fren’s situation. summore, in the 1st RAWANG TAEKWONDO CHAMPIONSHIP, he did help me a lot. impossible for me to give him problem at this period now. then i meet him n inform him dat i would like to b part of them, so dat he wun have ne much problem. but i jus hope dat they’ll settle the internal problem. i really think the president should discuss with our coach regarding the way he plan the whole tournament n the way he cut the cost!!! else, no matter how gud is him in sparing, he wun gain ne respect from the others cos the way he think in planning a project…
to be continue…
else sure i wun got dis kind f feeling!!! 