my story

is not a very gud for me in this week. fet sick for the whole week!!!!:(
starting it was jus flu, then cough, then finally fever.:(
thought can face it without commit with the doc, but end up, i surender, too tired n too sick alre!!!:’(

at the same time, Deepavali is near by alre. I like dis festival very much bcos i can taste differetn type of curries and indian’s food!!! but too bad, dis year i need 2 control a bit due to my sickness. dats y, didnt really ate those spicy food and the kuih oso.

i’ve a nice experience dis week. with my manager’s help, he did a counselling program for me. is was very nice!!! V did the program during the weekly meeting. There are almost 20 persons who attend in the meeting. In the program, all i need to do is jus express out wat i keep in my heart since im small till now but didnt telling it out. b4 i start, 1 of my fren did dat 1st to show how it works. after he did, i feel like is so easy, jus telling out the simple things.

But when is my turn, i sit in front every1 of them. it was so relax!!! is like telling bout my real life story. but, when start telling those problems dat i didnt tel ne1 of my family members n frens, i can feel dat is very hard! mayb bcos i keep it for a long time, i need 2 take a really deep breath n braveness to express it out. because of dat, i cry! i was like lose control. i feel like is too stress with myself!!!:(

At the end, i feel very good!!! the feeling is so different!!! i’ve release sumthing dat had burden me for many years!!!i very comfortable!:) after the program, i feel dat the program is really good. for me, is not an easy thing to telling it out sumthing dat u keep with urself for so many years. Summore, is in front of those who u r not really close with them.

at the same week, i failed another of my test. so worry now!!!dunno wat i can do to improve myself in dat subject!!! stil pushing myself to maintain result!!!:(

yesterday, boring!!! then went out with my frens to sunwy pyramid. we go for bowling and walking around. then at nite time, went to genting with my frens.:) at genting, v stay at startbucks til 2.45 am, then only go back to rawang.

to be continue…

< Moon cake festival with tanglung>

Wat i should said bout dis week? the most special thing is: Moon cake festival.

me with my crazy house mate, stay awake til 12am sharp, then v go outside the house n play candles n tanglungs!!!!:) v used 480 candles n a few tanglungs to decorate our house..:) all our neighbours slept alre, only 6 sakais celebrating mooncake festival at midnight!!!:P hahaha…nice experience!!!

< light up all the candles but blowed by the wind!!! sigh…>

bside dat, my whole week can say dat is bc with my homework!!!really stress up with the lecturer!!!dun understand, y they’ll always like dis, prefer las minute works than do it early!!!:( in the end, students will suffer,then they’l complain dat they oso very tired, cant do nething!!!

my life line stil dropping…really tired. feel like going to get sick soon,very soon!!! try my best to full fill my life with work, homework, sports, dota, musics, sleeps and other activities, but seem like all useless!!!mayb after recover from sick, then i’l b fine…:(

to be continue……

GIRLS…

IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME

WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I AM WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

dis is the 20th blog dat i’ve wrote. so glad!!! atleast i can maintain wat i like to do.

is really nice write blog here. when ever happy, sad, no mood, down, boring….i’l write it here.:)

for the past week, i think is the worst week to go through!!!:( stil the same, i was loss. dunno wat im thinking all the time. i stil couldnt get a nice way to express out my sadness. is the worst time i faced since i born till now.

my study, stil surviving. most of the subject r in the final rush now,which mean, rush to finish all the chapter for hari raya n for final exam. dats y, it makes me really stress up now!!!assignments, quizzes, exams, project…..so much things i need 2 finish up!!! i jus hope i’l have 48 hours in a day!!!!

my work, surviving oso. stil trying my best to get till reah my quota.:( wat i’ve archieve til now, stil very far away to reach the quota. mayb i set the quota too high.jus like the study, stress up oso!!!:(

dunno y, when think bout the sad feeling, i wish 1 day have only 6-8 hours. which i’l use it for sleep n no need 2 think so much. but if in a day so short, how am i gonna finish all the things?? so CONFUSED NOW!!!!!!

dis few days, i’ve the weird dream again:

i’ve been rob by 2 indian guys. i try to run for my life b4 they get me,but too bad, they faster than me. then i was get killed by them.

i realise 1 thing, the scene of my dream, is jus in front of a shop lot near by the house dat i stay at slim river. weird rite…have the same dream for 3 days. i gues mayb sum of u oso have dis kind of experience b4, which is u’l face the scenario which u had in ur dream. i jus hope i can get the answer now, is dat dis dream will really happen in my life???:(

to be continue….