Nov 17 2008
Episode 49
is about 7 months i din update my blog alre…=)
Class finish early today, make me sitting alone here and surfing net, but doing nothing, except checking facebook, mail box, and frendster…..=(
yesterday was 4th Interclub Taekwondo Championship. I send to student, Kang wen and Ezzul for Poomsae event….suprisely, kang wen won a silver medal.=) it is a great start for my student who gain little bit of experience in the national level championship. but at a same time, quite disappointed cos ezzul didn get any medal, and in my opinion, they deserve to get 1st and 2nd places if compare with others!!! sigh…….
back to dis few months, there were a lot of things happen in my life:……………….
few weeks ago, i saw an accident happen right in front of me…… the accident is between a motorbike with a lorry from Syabas…till now, the moment where the cyclist been knock by the lorry and fly away bout 1 meter, his broken mouth and leg, the moment he wan to stand up but he didnt realise dat his leg is broken, still very clear in my mind!!!! dunno how to describe the feeling on dat day, i almost meet with accident for 3 times, when im on the way to slim river to teaching class and on the way to batu 5 for black belt class…..
i’ve start taking a medication from a doc from UPM….the whole project is for 10 weeks….. till today, is alre 4th week. so far so good….not sure is the medication effect or jus because i’ve change the way of my mind thinking with life….now, im not so stress with those minor things anymore….the sad memory dat happen at the past oso is slowly let go…..or i should say, time is the best medicine!!
this year’s mooncake festival will be the most unforgetable!!! 1 of my cousin brother was past away. he is jus 40++….the las time i meet him is during my eldest bro’s wedding dinner… the las words i talk with him is ” do u enjoy the meal….” now no more chance to c him jus only think in my heart…he left his wife with 3 kids….on the whole week of the funeral, his sons and daughter is very cool down, but all the relatives, including me, cannot accept wat is happening…..the most silliest thing is, sum of them blame him why not go for operation and cause this ending…..but in my mind, im sure he had his reason…he is not like s irresponsible s they say… from this, it make me realise, life is short, life is no U-turn, u must do wat u can n wat u wan, say wat u wan to say, appreciate all the moment with ur family n ur love 1!!!! u will never know wat will be happen at the next second!!!!
All the things dat happen lately really change me a lot: i must do wat ever i can in the shortest time, put the rumours to aside, but focus on wat u wan….when ppl spread rumour bout u, that means ppl care u, but jus in other way, friendship is important, but when related with the benefit or future, sum of them might choose the benefit and their own future rather than the friendship, be calm down every moment, dun simply take an action on certain things, or else, u will regret for ur whole life in taking such action…..
To be Continue….
