my story

lately, my mood is jus the same like malaysia’s share market….most of the time is going down….

there are a lot unexpeted things happen. there were sum advice from my seniors: if u wan good things to happen on u, u must keep urself happy, always cheer up…

but it seem like all this not happen on me..=P

from wat i observe about myself, i think im improving alre…im no longer like las time, hard to get myself back to the mood. but now, it seem like nothing can make me feel upset, but only my goals n futures.

most of the time i feel sad or stress is when i cant achieve my target. i thought i had planned well, but it seems like went wrong all the time. i believe i cant do nething bout dat but except try n try again.

i learnt sumthing new from my Sir : Taekwondo is  a sport.  sport is to practice, but not learn. to practice, u must do it more often so dat u can get a good result.    I think it is a same theory to my goals or targets! is sumthing i must go n do more often, so dat i can achieve it earlier.  Las time, i used to be always sit down, think n plan how to do it. but in the end, it didnt realy achieve 100%. so now, i think is better i change to another new way..=)

There are stil lot of things waiting me to do, there are still lot of people looking at me, putting their hope on me, i Knew dat!!! i shouldnt let myself disappointed anymore, i shouldnt let other people disappointed on me anymore!!!=)

the more reject, the more failure, will make me become stronger and stronger!!!

to be continue…

haha….again, left out my blog for sometime d…bc with my life lately…

suppose class end at 3pm, but lecturer was mc today, so class finish at 2pm, and need to sit in the library till 6pm for my taekwondo training.

this few weeks, enjoying my life with holidays, which is the things im looking forward the most:

1) went to sungkai with xiao chyi, fwu zian, ngar shien, su mei.

2) went to A famosa water world with Kee siong, Mun loong, wen seng, ken hou, chooi teng.

3) watched few movies during CNY with frens like xiao chyi, ngar shien, and so on…

4) yum cha, shopping, lepaking with frens….

so enjoy those moment!!! so miss those moment. but the fact is, i cannot have that kind of life everyday. if i do, mayb i will think how good it will be if i have more work to do…

the trip i enjoy the most was went to sungkai hot spring with xiao chyi, ngar shien, fwu zian and su mei. when reach there, is around 2pm….base on my previous experience, i thought v’ll have not enough time to enjoy there. wan to go hot spring, boil eggs, then cold water pool as well…..is kinda rush. but everything change after we jus start at the hot spring, is raining!!!=P the feeling is damm nice….imagine, u in the hot spring, the over u head is raining, and there are few of frens who you really wan to spend time with…GREAT!!!!!!! That is not the best part…the best part is during on our way back…v chat a lot…and these four gals, i really wan to thx to them a lot!!! after chat with them, it really help me to let go wat i should let go since long time ago….after the conversation with them, it remind me again, no point keeping the feeling or memory anymore, but i should look forward, where is the place i wan to be is most important!!!=)   hahaa…..Thx a lot…..

then for the melaka trip, it is the most excited trip!!! i went to the water world when i was 17++….i stil remember dat i played the high speed body slide, where v’ll slide down from a tower around 6 floor high…summore v can c the tower beside the highway…i have a bad experience dat time: when i slide down, my body was floating…then land down, with high speed…it really make me scare…wahaha…. But that day, me n my fren, v set a target, v must play atleast 5 rounds or else cannot go back!!! sincerely, after the 1st round, it really make me think back the feeling of scare again….but after c an uncle around 60++ years old, i tel myself, i’ve no excuses for myself not to go for it alre…..haha…2nd time, i feel scare+ excited; 3rd time, excited+enjoy; 4th time, enjoy + tiring; 5th time, tiring….   but i do enjoy this 5th times, atleast i had overcome the feeling where i might fly off the slide..but now im stil alive here n writing this blog..=P hahaa…

tell u all bout sum movie that i had watch during CNY. The movie that i enjoy the most is Andy lau’s new movie: Look for a star.

In this movie, is about Andy lau, his secreatary, and his driver love’s story.  this movie make me feel very touch because of the way it describe the meaning of happiness :   > this statement + the conversation with the gals during sungkai trip, make me more clear with wat i wan…wahaha…. i jus love the movie!!! if u got time, go n watch with ur gf, who noes, u all will understand the meaning of love…and also be more appreciate to ur loved 1.=)

all the things that happen in this 2 week affect me a lot. i become more motivated in my work now. there is a target make me more motivated in doing everything. to achieve the target, i must change myself, change my bad habit, so dat it can become more perfect…..

To be continue…

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